Human Portrait

Here we have hell in the purist form
 The chain of command breaks, no longer in control
 This is my major weakness, I care to too much sometimes
 I only trust my judgement, I'm just determined
 I know I'm far from perfect, old habits die hard
 I'm desperate to prove myself to everyone
 I'm human after all
 I'll be the first to admit, I sometimes interfere
 I promise you it's only because I care
 I'm not here to glorify myself, this is a kind of confession
 I need to get this off my chest, so I can breathe again
 I'm aware that it happens, it's my obsession
 I know I'm far from perfect, old habits die hard
 I'm desperate to prove myself to everyone
 I'm human after all
 I'll paint a perfect picutre of myself today
 It's my time to reflect
 It's my time to see
 To reflect on myself, the colour surrounds me
 I watch in despair
 It's time to look at myself
 Assess the situation, hightlight my weakness
 Sometimes I need to let go
 Take a step further back now
 I can't let this fall apart
 This means too much to me now
 It's my obsession
 I know I'm far from perfect, old habits die hard
 I'm desperate to prove myself to everyone
 I'm human after all