Better Off Without You

You got it all wrong, you think I'm indestructible
 But I can tell you right now, with losing my mind I'm losing my money
 And I'm feeling sick but I think I'm getting used to it
 And I've been taking trips, out of my head and out of my body
 Losing myself and loving no one
 I'd like, to say, I'm better off without you
 But I can't, no way, you won't believe me
 At nights, I drift, like a bottle in the ocean
 'My Citalopram' will pull me through
 Well I know it's all wrong just a, weak minded individual
 But I can tell you right now, I know I ain't weak, I aim to get better
 But I must admit, that I fear I can't get over it
 But time only will tell
 I barely feel sad, I rarely feel happy
 Pop those pills and settle down
 I'd like, to say, I'm better off without you
 But I can't, no way, you won't believe me
 At nights, I drift, like a bottle in the ocean
 'My Citalopram' will pull me though
 I can't stop smoking and drinking with the mess I'm in
 I need something stronger than your medicine
 I know it's not healthy but I just can't quit
 I can't win
 I'd like, to say, I'm better off without you
 But I can't, no way, you won't believe me
 At nights, I drift, like a bottle in the ocean
 'My Citalopram' will pull me though
 I can't stop smoking and drinking with the mess I'm in
 I need something stronger than your medicine
 I know it's not healthy but I just can't quit
 I can't win