Atypical

I keep on waiting, yeah, I should know
 I'm wired for heartache it's in my soul
 Yea, you keep on trying, but you should know
 I'm not one for changing a typical
 I've been trying to find a way to find myself
 It ain't easy
 I've been looking for a hand to hold the cards
 I've been dealt
 I've been trying to find a way to help myself
 Cause I'm bleeding
 I've been trying to find me
 I've been trying to find me
 Every time I put the past behind
 Somebody comes to press rewind
 Every time I put the past behind
 Somebody comes to press rewind
 I've been trying to find me, find me, find me, find me
 Can I hit pause for a minute
 Just until my tears have dried
 Going insane as i circle the drain
 Can somebody get me out
 Looking to God for an answer
 But it's only up to me
 Trying to change, what can i say
 I've been trying to find a way to find myself
 It ain't easy
 I've been looking for a hand to hold the cards
 I've been dealt
 I've been trying to find a way to help myself
 Cause I'm bleeding
 I've been trying to find me
 I've been trying to find me
 Every time I put the past behind
 Somebody comes to press rewind
 Every time I put the past behind
 Somebody comes to press rewind
 I've been trying to find me
 Press rewind, rewind
 Press rewind, rewind
 Press rewind, rewind
 Press rewind
 I keep on waiting, yeah, I should know
 I'm wired for heartache it's in my soul
 Yea, you keep on trying, but you should know
 I'm not one for changing a typical