Friend

You were so fast
 To believe in me
 We were young back then
 Tangled in the stars
 But time moves so fast
 I've served coffee in five different cities now
 I'm not good at faking
 But I'm not good at speaking out
 I am quickly blending into all of my fear and doubt
 Friend, you were on both sides
 Pulling me up and dragging me down
 (And I know, it took time for me to say)
 Friend, you were on both sides
 Pulling me up and dragging me down (and I know, it took time for me)
 It was early days in the band
 We were making tour plans
 I pulled out my costume during practice in your shed
 You said don't wear that dress, we have to think about who we are now
 Well I'm not good at faking
 But it all changed in me somehow
 I could not stop smiling as all the joy in me drained out
 Friend, you were on both sides
 Pulling me up and dragging me down
 (And I know, it took time for me to say)
 Friend, you were on both sides
 Pulling me up and dragging me down
 There is a bridge between our birthdays at midnight
 Somehow I can not bring myself to call
 I was a terrible friend, I pushed you right to your end
 You said your limit was drawn but I wanted more
 I wanted more
 Friend, I've been on both sides
 Pulling you up and and tearing you down
 (And I know, it took time for me to say)
 Friend, I've been on both sides, pulling you up and tearing you down
 I've been on both sides
 Am I on both sides now?