It's Not About You

Waking up too late
 But you're still there from dreams I thought I left in bed
 Someone give me a distraction please
 While I try to forget what I feel
 I'm stuck in this routine
 All these days are slowly turning into weeks
 Feel like I'm missing something
 And I don't know what I'm doing
 So I'm gonna keep on tryna trick myself
 (It's always ever been about you)
 (It's always ever been about you)
 That it's not about you
 But all these voices in my head
 Saying' it's you, that should be in bed
 I don't know why loving you makes me a fool
 I keep on telling myself and I know it's true
 (It's always ever been about you)
 But it's not about you
 But all these voices in my head
 Saying' it's you, that should be in bed
 I don't know why loving you makes me a fool
 I keep on telling myself and I know it's true
 It's always ever been about you
 It's always ever been about you
 It's always ever been about you
 I fall, yeah I fall hard
 I try to cover up with plasters all these scars (all these scars)
 But I know you wouldn't let me break (let me break)
 Why do I hesitate, make my heart wait? (ooh-oh-ooh)
 Looking to the skies (skies)
 'Cause I spent too long tryna open up my eyes (eyes)
 I know that I'm missing something
 And I don't know what I'm doing
 So I'm gonna start with tryna trick myself, oh-oh-ooh
 That it's not about you
 But all these voices in my head
 Saying it's you, that should be in my bed
 I don't know why loving you makes me a fool
 I keep on telling myself, but I know it's true
 It's always ever been about you
 But all these voices in my head
 Saying it's you, that should be in my bed
 I don't know why loving you makes me a fool
 I keep on telling myself, but I know it's true
 It's always ever been about you
 It's always ever been about you
 It's always ever been about you