Noumenon

My soul
 lost in frozen wastelands
 My vision blurs
 My blood runs cold
 I fade, cast up into the sky
 This mind stretched into boundless infinity
 I am no longer chained to flesh
 Witnessing unfathomable darkness
 Paths of stars cross in and out of view
 I march through the mouth of the nether realm
 Obscured by clouds, luminous fragments
 I feel the weight of the cosmos
 Before me an apparition
 Petrified I flee
 I seek refuge
 But why?
 Surrounded by lifelessness and ignorance
 I give myself to the sea of stars
 Witnessing unfathomable darkness
 Paths of stars cross in and out of view
 I march through the mouth of the nether realm
 To observe the brilliance of the never-ending void
 Obscured by clouds, luminous fragments
 Of exhausted time
 I feel the weight of the cosmos
 Bearing on my soul
 Dreams of life, they race through my vision
 Like phantoms surrounding my grave of ice
 I return to the void of nonexistence
 I become one with the specter
 Our wills become one
 "Welcome", I am told.
 "Rest your mind."
 I give up my soul and the shadows take part in me
 I cannot even choose to regret