All To Myself

I don't patronize, I realize
 I'm losing, and this is my real life
 I'm half asleep, and I am wide awake
 This habit is always so hard to break
 I don't wanna be the bad guy
 I've been blaming myself, and I think you know why
 I'm killing time (I'm killing time)
 And time's killing you every way that I do
 Did you say, "Please, just follow me"? I thought you wanted me
 'Cause I want you all to myself
 I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up
 Make me feel like someone else
 Please, just follow me, I thought you wanted me
 'Cause I want you all to myself
 I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up
 Make me feel like someone else
 I'm under the gun, feel like the only one
 I just can't decide what I'm running from
 This isn't what I wanted, but
 I can't keep my filthy, fucking mouth shut
 It's not enough (it's not enough), it's never enough (never enough)
 And I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck
 Can't focus it (can't focus it), but I try it over and over again
 Did you say, "Please, just follow me"? I thought you wanted me
 'Cause I want you all to myself
 I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up
 Make me feel like someone else
 Please, just follow me, I thought you wanted me
 'Cause I want you all to myself
 I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up
 Make me feel like someone else
 (Na-na, na-na, na)
 (Na-na, na-na, na-na)
 (Na-na, na-na, na)
 (Na-na, na-na, na-na)
 (Please, just follow me, I thought you wanted me)
 ('Cause I want you all to myself)
 (I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up)
 (Make me feel like)
 Did you say, "Please, just follow me"? I thought you wanted me
 'Cause I can't stay with someone else
 I'll try and suck it up, I just keep fucking up
 I want you all to myself
 Did you say, "Please, just follow me"? I thought you wanted me
 'Cause I want you all to myself
 I can try and suck it up, I just can't suck it up
 Make me feel like someone else
 (Na-na, na-na, na)