Masterpiece Theatre III

I got a new disease in me
 I got a friend that's losing sleep
 I take it hard, it's hard to take
 I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake
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 One more confession, discretion's not what I need to sell
 I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself
 And now that's just how I tell I'm wide awake
 I'll wreck this if I have to
 Tell me, what good would that do?
 I'll wreck this if I have to
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 I'd be so good to you
 I'd be so good to you
 You get separated, somebody's gone
 And I don't know how this is wrong
 And I'm so frustrated, falling behind
 You were a friend of mine
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 Be so good to you
 'Cause they don't know you like I do
 They don't know you like I do
 They don't know you like I do
 They don't know you like I do
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 There's a difference from me to them
 And the road home is paved in star fuckers requiem
 I can never go, go back home again
 Acadia is gone, Acadia is gone
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 All my indecision, all of my excess
 Don't you ever tell me I'm not loving you best
 And I just need a minute, I just need a breath
 It's very hard to drink to my continued success tonight
 And I slow down, slow
 It's better in the worst way
 It's getting better in the worst way
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 Look around, 'round, look around, 'round, look around
 Look around, 'round, look around, 'round, look around
 Look around, 'round, look around, 'round, look around
 Look around, 'round, look around, 'round, look around
 So here's another day I'll spend away from you
 Another night, I'm on another broken avenue
 Trading in who I've been for shiny celebrity skin
 I like to push it and push it until my luck is over
 I wonder what you're doing
 I wonder if you doubt it
 I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it
 All the work to impress
 Charming girls out of their dresses
 Smiling pretty and gritty
 I am right beside you, right
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 I am right beside you
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 And I'll make this perfect again
 If I burn out and slip away
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 You're beautiful, you are
 I've been here so very long
 (I could slip into you, it's so easy to come back into you)
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 I'll hide in, can I hide in you a while?
 (I'm not sick of you yet, is that as good as it gets?)
 (And this is just the part I portray) I never took you for a drink but
 (And this is just the part I portray) Sometimes I don't know what you want
 I can take it if you need to take this out on someone
 (And this is just the part I portray)
 (And this is just the part I portray)
 I don't know how it got this way