No God in New Jersey

I've been toeing the line of daylight.
 Indifference's shine is too bright,
 I wonder on and on.
 And I could never see you for the tree line,
 covering Jersey's outline.
 I'm screaming out words like they're all mine,
 like "where has the glow gone?"
 Big hearts, give it a rest.
 Keep close to the chest, pretenders we are.
 (I give up)
 What's worse and what's funny - I'm a nobody closer to feeling
 like I'm meant to be here all the same.
 I'm still held together by poorly stitched up times, can't last forever.
 If only I had something, something to hold on to.
 And if I tear myself in two,
 one half would be for you.
 A heavy heart, a weight too soon,
 that time can't undo.
 I'm still held together, by poorly stitched up times, can't last forever.
 If only I had something, something to hold on to.