The Score

I was sitting cut, spitting blood
 with my pride collapsed.
 Sickened to the gut, lit one up,
 Let my mind relax.
 I once thought that I could walk away.
 But I was fitted up, slid n shut,
 you knew I'd react.
 I know I'll never get the last laugh,
 only the blame
 And I should never let my dark heart
 blacken my name
 but I'm addicted to the hard part of
 playing the game
 and never settle for a draw
 but you're forever levelling the score.
 Doubled up and clawing the floor
 as the comedown came.
 Shivering like a whore turning tricks
 in the London rain.
 I once thought that I could walk away.
 Never should have fought in your war
 in that dumbed down state.
 I know I'll never get the last laugh,
 only the blame
 And I should never let my dark heart
 blacken my name,
 but I'm addicted to the hard part of
 playing the game
 and never settle for a draw,
 but you're forever levelling the score.
 Still living with the curse,
 we've a hell of a history
 I'm driven by a thirst
 for your delicate twist.
 For bringing out my worst,
 you're the first on my list.
 You got me cos you knew I wouldn't run.
 I know I'll never get the last laugh,
 only the shame
 that I should ever let my dark heart
 blacken my name
 but I'm addicted to the hard part of
 playing the game
 and never settle for a draw
 but you're forever levelling the score.