Forget October

All of these cuts that I bear from the pain
 Of my past haunting me into the night
 How my skin crawls from this place
 Will I ever get out of here
 I'll be okay for another day
 Maybe more, maybe I'm at the bottom this time
 I wake up inside from the light
 Following down like the sound of a drum
 Beating into my mind like it's on fire
 And all the screams become silent
 As I lay sleeping tonight
 But I'll be okay for another day
 Maybe more, maybe I'm at the bottom this time
 I wake up inside from the light
 I'm so far away
 Can you hear what I say
 Don't be mad, please stay
 Don't be mad
 I'm like a child and if these walls could talk
 They'd ask "daddy what have you done to me now"
 I'm all alone and your face is all that I see
 I want to die
 But I'll be okay for another day
 Maybe more, maybe I'm at the bottom this time
 I wake up inside from the light