It Isn't Me

no, don't you say you love me
 when you don't love me
 you only wanted me to be there when you fall
 now everything is changing
 but you're not changing
 then say you'll blame me if i change at all
 but i'm the same
 i'm the same
 it's just circumstances
 they always spin around as far as i recall
 and then if we're not taking all our chances
 one day regret will come and surely kill us all
 and when i try to work it out
 just what this whole damn thing's about
 you say we're running to be free
 but it isn't me
 it isn't me
 it isn't
 me
 we all have hearts for someone
 we all have no one
 we all have everything conceivable between
 bold ideas of sorrow
 pain and redemption
 where is the love i need to keep me off my knees?
 where is escape?
 where is escape?
 where is the final battle fought upon for my soul to see?
 where all the ways to break me
 they give up on me
 and all the ways to live
 they come to rescue me
 and when i try to work it out
 just what this whole damn thing's about
 you say we're running to be free
 but it isn't me
 it isn't me
 it isn't
 me
 and after all this time i thought
 'well i can't go on just keeping saying nothing'
 i'll scream until these lungs are raw
 if it means that i at least stood up for something
 you won't kill me with those words you say
 and i will never change in my direction
 because maybe it's just all a game
 and i will never fall at your suggestion
 until it all
 until it all
 falls away...