Second Chance

I wrote this song
 A thousand times
 Cause all the messes that I make are getting difficult to hide
 I take my life
 I box it up
 I light a match and take a breath and watch the flames do what they want
 When I was really young
 My father taught me that a fire cleanses everything
 A fresh set of your dreams
 But now the smoke is filling up my lungs and I'm, I'm suffocating
 I know what you did
 I can't believe you right now
 You had a second chance you fucked it up again, oh no
 I love what we had
 But I don't need another friend
 I got a second chance to make it
 I'm jumping off the ledge
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 I wish I knew
 What people felt
 I wish that I could hear what you do when I open up my mouth
 I thought by now
 I'd know who I am
 But maybe growing up is realizing you'll never understand
 When I was 21I'd waste my nights getting drunk in a Tustin living room
 My mattress on the floor
 But now I need something stronger just to get me there
 And I'm disintegrating
 I know what you did
 I can't believe you right now
 You had a second chance you fucked it up again oh no
 I love what we had
 But I don't need another friend
 I got a second chance to make it
 I'm jumping off the ledge
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 This is my
 This my last
 This is my
 This my chance
 This is my last second chance to prove
 This is my
 This my last
 This is my last second chance
 This is my last second chance to prove
 That I'm not you
 That I'm not you
 That I'm not you
 Last second chance to prove
 Last second chance to prove
 That I'm not you
 I know what you did
 I can't believe you right now
 You had a second chance you fucked it up again, oh no
 I love what we had
 But I don't need another friend
 I got a second chance, to make it, I'm jumping off the ledge
 I'm jumping off the ledge