The Loudest Silence

I don't think there's a word for what that is!
 Actually there is a word for that, it's love
 I'm in love with her, okay?
 If you're looking for the word that means caring about someone
 Beyond all rationality and wanting them to have everything they want
 No matter how much it destroys you, it's love!
 And when you love someone, you just, you don't stop, ever
 Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy
 Even then, especially then!
 You just, you don't give up because
 If I could give up, if I could just, you know
 Take the whole worlds advice and
 And move on and find someone else that wouldn't be love!
 That would be, that would be some other disposable thing
 That is not worth fighting for!
 Look where we are after all of this time
 Finally made it I know this for sure
 
 You were so patient with me babe
 I gotta say thank you 'cause I know
 I don't deserve it, oh yeah
 I remember scrolling through my phone
 Seeing you in places you would never go
 Small payback for the pain I caused
 With all the ways that I did you wrong
 I didn't hear from you, yeah
 Not a fucking thing from you, yeah
 Lay here in bed thinking about her
 Loudest silence that I ever heard
 Yeah
 People say they gon' change, but it never happens
 And we go back to old ways and old habits
 A nigga just so used to getting reprimanded
 I had to hear the silence just to understand it, woo
 Since then a nigga change so much
 What will I do with the pieces of you?
 I just need one more chance, one more chance, woah
 Gotta get my baby back
 Now all I have is fragments of your heart
 Since you been gone it's been a lot of silence I forgot
 Girl I know, this is kinda scary
 Falling way back deep in love, so involuntary
 All you needed was my trust, now you got it baby
 Now that I got it I ain't gonna lose it
 Swear to god imma prove it
 Oh baby
 I can't shake it, I-I-I can't shake this feeling
 That nothing about me and Barney makes any sense
 But love doesn't make sense!
 You can't logic your way into or out of it!
 Love is totally nonsensical, but we have to keep doing it or else
 We're lost and-and-and-and love is dead
 And humanity should just pack it in
 Because love is the best thing we do
 I know that sounds cheesy but it's- it's just true
 You love Barney
 And he loves you