Hurts Too Bad

I got two thoughts in my head
 It's what they're calling dissonance
 Ask for love and I play dead
 Didn't give you one small chance
 The lies that I told to your face to myself
 I cry and turn to hide what's on the shelf
 I'm hoping you're not recognizing my tell
 Oh you know me so well
 But it hurts too bad to be without you
 So I'll try to change if I have to
 I don't think I can do it on my own
 When you won't pick up the phone
 I wasn't meant to be alone
 Cause It hurts too bad to be without you
 The moment I saw you
 My head on the ground
 Falling into blue
 Lost in the sound
 I gave up my own truth
 For your company
 But there is no undo
 Ain't nothing for free
 And the days go by
 Don't you ask me why
 That I never try
 Maybe it's not right
 But it hurts too bad to be without you
 So I'll try to change if I have to
 I don't think I can do it on my own
 When you won't pick up the phone
 I wasn't meant to be alone
 Cause It hurts too bad to be without you
 But It hurts too bad to be without you
 So I'll try to change if I have to
 I don't think I can do it on my own
 When you won't pick up the phone
 I wasn't meant to be alone
 Cause it hurts too bad to be without you
 Be without you