Tainted

Problem lying, barely trying you been silent,
 Ran it by me I don't want it
 You say you wish karma on me
 Like I don't know karma about to get me
 I dropped everything I had to
 Let me make it worth it
 Won you and a raffle
 Look how picture perfect
 I made some mistakes but I won't let that leave me tainted
 Thats the only reason that I waited
 Broken heart I should have seen it yeah I know its wrong
 I cant believe it, yeah
 We both got all of these demons
 And I'm still not running away
 Knew how to break me I wouldn't stop you for nothing
 Pull my heart out of my body and call me out for my bluffing
 I took a break for the week I need you just to function
 I wouldn't save it for me but at least its better than nothing
 I got no problem lying, barely trying
 You been silent, ran it by me
 I don't want it
 Communication, you don't got it
 I've been waiting, about to watch it all just plummet
 We was lovers, really lovers building something
 Now its numbing- novocaine
 Should have never been told your name
 Now its all that controls the pain
 I dropped everything I had to let me make it worth it
 Won you and a raffle look how picture perfect
 I made some mistakes but I won't let that leave me tainted
 Thats the only reason that I waited
 Broken heart I should have seen it yeah I know its wrong
 I cant believe it, yeah
 We both got all of these demons and
 I'm still not running away
 No strings, but what do I know?
 I know nothing
 Head in a spiral, its what love brings
 Got it on arrival and
 I stay for peace and quiet
 Ended up with all that follows
 I learned one thing
 You could really leave it like its nothing
 Baby why you dreaming,
 What did I say?
 You got everything I'm needing
 But you never let me see it
 Step inside and stop my bleeding
 I dropped everything I had to
 Let me make it worth it
 Won you and a raffle
 Look how picture perfect
 I made some mistakes but I won't let that leave me tainted
 Thats the only reason that I waited
 Broken heart I should have seen it yeah I know its wrong
 I cant believe it, yeah
 We both got all of these demons
 And I'm still not running away