Don't Value Myself

I don't value myself
 I dont value my time
 I don't value my worth
 Started when I was a child
 Low self esteem
 Even now
 To this day
 I have a low opinion of myself
 I don't like think too much about myself
 A lie I do I wish It was wealth
 I wish I could focus on getting some money for my momma
 She my honey Don't value time don't value myself
 Can't even live with myself Blessing n curse
 Talk bout my birth how I don't have a good concept self worth
 That's my time And That's my worth if I don't care
 It gon hurt On the road to realizing
 My purpose Hands full of jergen x videos what i splurge in
 How many till finish Just like you
 I disgust me too
 What I'm trying to do something to change the things that get
 Me from saying ewww
 And finally invest precious time
 In something productive Something goal enabling
 Help my soul escaping For a girl I ain't capping
 Monsters inside me escaping Try do my best
 It ain't easy
 Don't want no yeezys I want the road to happiness
 How does it feel to have happiness to reach that happiness got
 To let go of that crappiness
 Got to subtract the fappening Lifetime goal Defeat it
 Removing demons Now stress Malpheasant
 Talk to Jesus He don't talk Yea he see it
 When born had a christening
 Came amazing the listen Cant be hesistant
 Realize potential inside Me my worst critic I don't wanna die
 Sit in the corner im drowning in cry's How to add value
 To the value Of my value It's a inner strength
 That should be on a shirt take a trip in my head
 Battling it never ends Conflict within my head cant be solved by Getting head
 Use to think that I don't think it no more One of the hurdles of Being mature
 I get depressed why I go so hard Need to like have better faith In god
 Talk too much
 Loneliness in the heart
 See the light even in the dark
 Don't read no script i can only be me
 Been like this since the age Of like 19
 My growing My age Is getting to me
 Values i need To go overseas
 Values i need To overcome she
 Values i need I pray that I keep values i thought
 Values i Sought lessons i learned lessons i bought values to love Yourself For who you are
 I'm trying to keep that Even if I go far
 That's the most important lesson by far
 That's something they don't teach you in language arts
 I wish i had known from the start
 Now i never have to remember it to the heart
 Take it everywhere i can especially on the road
 Even got love for my foes still deal with it though
 Kept to myself
 Reason why none of em l know
 A value you cannot control
 No number to the value Of you and ur soul
 Yes it's difficult bro
 See how they under value all my value
 I am over valued i have a greater value towards myself
 I dont like need the help
 I dont really have a good sense of myself