How Many Times - Studio Live

Been waiting by the phone to ring everyday
 But you don't really ever seem to call
 I managed to push you away, away from me
 Now I'm by myself, by myself here all alone
 How many times did I try but can't move on
 I fought a million times, but I still keep holdin' on
 My heart is crumblin' deep down inside
 But I still can't seem to let you go
 Everyday it seems like I've been losing my mind
 The things I did to hurt you, wish that I could rewind
 I feel the beat of my heart keeps moving too fast
 Moving too fast, yeah
 All the times you needed me, I pushed you away
 Was scared that you might pick up and just lead me astray
 I need you, need you back in my life
 I'll do it different this time with you
 No I just can't live without you, ooh yeah, huh
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 How many times did I try but can't move on
 You fought a million times 'til you couldn't stand no more
 I built a wall 'round my heart deep inside
 Never let nobody ever come close
 Everyday it seems like I've been losing my mind
 The things I did to hurt you, wish that I could rewind
 I feel the beat of my heart keeps moving too fast
 Moving too fast, yeah, yeah
 All the times you needed me, I pushed you away
 Was scared that you might pick up and just lead me astray
 I need you, need you, back in my life
 I'll do it different this time with you, oh
 No I just can't live without you. oh
 I'm sorry that I couldn't give you all of me
 This broken heart that hasn't healed entirely, oh no
 Now I'll have to live life knowing I let you slip away, oh
 Everyday it seems like I've been losing my mind
 The things I did to hurt you, wish that I could rewind
 I feel like half of my heart is missing inside, sometimes I just wanna die
 If you give me one more chance I will make a change
 I will do my best to love you all of my days
 I need you, need you back in my life
 I'll do it different this time with you
 No I just can't live without you