Risk

Oh, I don't feel right
 Feel like I've been driving on the wrong side of the road tonight
 Haven't seen a single fucking pair of headlights
 Oh, you're right
 I've been spending too much time in bed, 'cause I'm so tired
 Of going through the trouble of weighing the risk of
 Trying my best
 It's hard enough just getting dressed
 Oh I don't wanna be alone and far from home
 'Cause I'm exhausted and it shows, maybe it's
 All in my head
 But it won't stop until I'm dead
 I know I'm not alone or far from home
 But I'm freezin'
 I've been up all night
 Peeking through the window blinds at what set off the motion light
 I locked my door but I'm still standing upright
 I'm alright
 I've been awake for far too long but there's no end in sight
 Don't you think it's crazy how it's making me sick if I'm
 Trying my best?
 It's hard enough just getting dressed
 Oh I don't wanna be alone and far from home
 'Cause I'm exhausted and it shows, maybe it's
 All in my head
 But it won't stop until I'm dead
 I know I'm not alone or far from home
 But I'm freezin'
 Maybe I've
 Lost all sense of time
 I said I'd be home by nine
 Now it's quarter past five
 But baby, maybe I'm
 Caught up in all my lies
 I can't get better -- I've tried
 I haven't seen a single fucking pair of headlights
 Baby, maybe I've been spending
 Too much time in bed 'cause I'm so
 Tired of being tired of being
 Criticized for what I know is right
 Trying my best
 But what if it's all in my head?
 Oh, I feel like I've been driving on the
 Wrong side of the road tonight