I Locked The Door

All I have are questions
 I feel the room give way and start to fill
 but its so dark inside
 I locked the door I'm a little boy
 I think we're alone but my past is haunting me
 yes my past is hunting me
 But for now it's here and it's better left unsaid
 when you curl away you take me too
 maybe I'll wake in another place
 but you don't wake, you're fast asleep
 now I'm gone and there's no one
 I ask you to hold your arms open
 no but the words don't seem to come no
 in the dark, when you put your hands on me
 and you whisper something back so that I can't hear
 But now your body is folded shut
 and what once was my house now lay in ruins
 with both arms I tried to keep it up
 but they buckle under the stone and now I sleep under her
 Now I sleep under her
 Please don't go
 open the door
 just let me have this memory