Seasons Shift

I will always remember how you got serious in December
 Lonely in July, though you wouldn't tell me why
 It might have been easier just to call me but you preferred to cry
 And just like the seasons shift you'd always change your mind
 We kept on moving forward until I got left behind
 It might have been easier just to leave me
 But you gave me one more try
 Said it's fine by me
 But when we reached our final year, you said you'd had enough
 I got no more need for this my dear and no more need for lovе
 It might have been easier to believe you but I knew that was a lie
 Though it was fine by me
 Now that we're both moving on and finding our own way
 You wish that you could call me at least once or twice a day
 It might not be easy to forget me but for me this is goodbye
 And that's fine by me
 And are you knocking upon heavens door?
 Or the blood-soaked gates of hell?
 No one knows for sure, except for God but he won't tell
 It might be easier for a sinner but you're no catcher in the rye
 It might be easier for a saint though without a halo you won't fly
 Lord, Lord, Lord would you please set us free?
 If not inside our rotting graves forever we shall be
 All that's left of you, right next to all that's left of me