Kodak Ghosts

Nothing to do but sit with the doubt
 Watching the clouds and the weather
 Since you've been gone you know it's been a little hard
 But at last I got my loneliness together
 I pretend to myself that I'm much better off
 No one to make me waste my time
 And if I'm feeling down there's only me to blame
 It's me that's on the end of the line
 Maybe it's as well that I part such a thought
 For ages I had nothing new to show you
 But now I see your memory making love in some hotel
 But when I recollect I didn't know you
 Sometimes in the night I take a lazy walk
 To the tree where we made our first confession
 Of love and of permanence and other vicious lies
 All the things that now need no impression
 Rewind
 I've nothing to do but sit with the doubt
 Watching the clouds and the weather
 Since you've been gone you know it's been a little hard
 But at last I got my loneliness together