Thinkin' About You

I thought I had come far enough
 To forget what I left behind
 I thought I'd grown up enough to know
 What is and isn't mine
 I'd like to say it doesn't bother me
 Like it did not long ago
 I'd like to say I'm over it
 But it seems that isn't so
 I hate to admit it
 But I'm afraid it's all true
 'Cause I wake up every morning,
 Thinkin' about you
 Last time I called you,
 I know I'd had too much to drink
 But it seems like in those moments,
 It's like I'm about to sink
 Everything around this dump,
 Reminds me of what we had
 I think of all the good times,
 I'm unclear about the bad
 Stumblin' way past midnight,
 Lookin' for healing in the moon
 I'm driving myself crazy,
 Thinkin' about you
 These corners are so lonesome
 And I'm lookin' to score
 And it seems like this town,
 Holds nothin' for me no more
 Baby I'm sincerely sorry,
 I never meant to cause you harm
 I'm sorry about my drinkin',
 I'm sorry about your arm
 I don't know what it was,
 That made me act so cruel
 I wish there was something to stop
 All this thinkin' about you
 So I've been keepin' all your paintings
 Hidden deep beneath my bed
 I've been keepin' all these secrets
 Holed up in my head
 I've been findin' all these letters
 In notebooks by the phone
 But none of these things
 Can help me feel any less alone
 Third act curtain risin'
 I present to you the fool
 Who's got nobody to blame
 For always thinkin' about you
 I've got nobody to blame for always thinkin' about you
 Nobody... for always thinkin' about you.