Bella

Thinking life was better when i wasn't popping
 Shopping, always polo rocking
 Now i hit the spot and get an ears
 Nigga said his sister died my music kept him cheerful
 Shorty hear my music said i'm real as i appear too
 And she just brought the mp3
 I lay it down in waves...
 Was it better when i didn't care
 Fuck it lets get paid...
 Most time you can find me in the spot moving dolo
 Ducking all the photo they just want the promo
 Living fast, got to roll the fire make it slow-mo
 I'm really trynna go gold
 I really want a grammy
 But i'm dealing with this trust shit
 Talent with a fatal smiles say i'm hard for them to fuck with
 Niggas side hate say it built up in his budget
 Won't extend the help when they see a nigga struggling
 All they see us fire under the pot thinking that i'm bubblin'
 Fuck it i'm in every rap discussion
 Maybe it was better when i wasn't hot
 Maybe i would respond to my messages and not the plot
 Maybe i would rap about my hunger and not the cops
 I'd share my life on social media everything i island hop
 I was born chubby, i was never fitting in
 I'm cool with that... so i came to terms with the pen
 So i'm rules with that my mind stretch like Beethoven on the 10th
 My faith open, left the gate open, let her bella
 Thinking life was better when i didn't have a record
 I ain't say a word i could have been gone for months
 My pee was too dirty couldn't stay off them blunts
 I didn't see homies for like 30 days
 I can understand, it was a fucking raid
 Nightmare from my wildest dreams
 Police in my addict... i took it for the team
 Stress on my mind weighed heavy for a year!
 Wishing i could go away and never reappear
 I gave you beautiful when shit was ugly
 Smiled in my cover but my kicks was muddy
 Thinking it was better when they didn't love me
 If i was regular would they hug me!
 Feeling like i'm mitch
 Life's a bitch and she bad tho
 All this complaining got me feeling like an asshole
 Never more than i can handle
 He gave me ammor for they ammo
 So bran know what it mean when mikey lite the candle
 Why me? why not? i can be the man tho
 Tell my life and jam that's the plan tho
 Chasing down this shit like forever
 My beautiful life... call her Bella