Tattered, Torn and Blue (And Crazy)

I had a friend, but she turned her back on me
 Never told me why, just decided to leave
 So I'm still waiting, hoping to find
 Someone to love me through the hardest of times
 Seems like I'm always out here looking for the pain
 Chasing down the hurt like I prefer it that way
 Kicking up some dust just to feel the dirt fall on my face
 Well, maybe hearts like mine are always meant to be
 A little tattered, torn and blue and crazy
 I have a lover but in time he'll go away
 How could he love me when I act out this way?
 He don't see the trouble I keep in my mind
 A heart stained with shadows can't trust the loving kind
 Seems like I'm always out there looking for the pain
 Chasing down the hurt like I prefer it that way
 Kicking up some dust just to feel the dirt fall on my face
 Well, maybe hearts like mine are always meant to be
 A little tattered, torn and blue and crazy
 A little tattered, torn and blue and crazy