Almost Loved You

I've never felt so damn exposed
 It's like you held me up just to let me go
 And I heard you're fine and that's alright
 But the hardest part about this is you won't say goodbye
 I try my best to hold my breath
 Turns out I was right to second guess
 You gave your word and made a promise
 And left them in a lie
 And I said, "It didn't hurt," but if I'm being honest
 The closer we got, the further I fell
 So close, I almost
 Loved you
 I wish I knew the words you say
 Are more than when my heart should ever take
 I wish I never knew my name, wish you could take back what you gave
 Then, maybe I'd be okay
 You gave your word and made a promise
 And left 'em in a lie
 And I said, "It didn't hurt," but if I'm being honest
 The closer we got, the further I fell
 So close, I almost loved you
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 I tried my best to hold my breath
 Turns out I was right to second guess
 You gave your word and made a promise
 And left them in a lie
 And I said, "It didn't hurt," but if I'm being honest
 The closer we got, the further I fell
 So close, I almost
 Loved you
 And sometimes, I still
 Want to