Wilderness

If we got to know each other well enough, we might end up as friends
 I get along with everyone but recently I'm spent
 I'm most happy when I'm dreaming of success
 And all my good friends call me wilderness
 Well every book I read gives different reasons to be free
 And I'm being asked to say goodbye to the man I'll never be
 I'm actually fine with how things are turning out, I guess
 And all my good friends call me wilderness
 I plan to be the guy who when he drinks, he disappoints
 They'll say 'you'll kill yourself before you know it'
 Well, isn't that the point? To make it all the more easier to digest?
 And all my good friends call me wilderness
 And I'm waiting for the day I can explain myself to you
 But just because it's honest, well that doesn't make it true
 And that's the answer to the questions we have left
 And all my good friends call me wilderness
 Well I found all my answers in a plan to be a star
 To shine alone in the sunrise towards which I lend no part
 I'm not invited, but I hope they're having guests
 And all my good friends call me wilderness