Make It Up As I Go (feat. K.Flay)

I keep on running backwards
 I keep on losing faith
 I thought I had the answers
 I thought I knew the way
 My brother said be patient
 My mother held my hand
 I don't know what I'm chasing
 I don't know who I am
 Woke up this morning holdin' my head
 Thinking last night is one I'll regret
 Washing off the bad decisions, the blurry vision
 The clues that I'm still a mess
 Spitting out the taste I have in my mouth
 Knowin' what this all is really about
 Knowin' there's an explanation, an expiration
 I gotta figure - out
 And they're askin' me if I can see
 The darkness down below
 And I know it's true, I say I do
 When half the time I don't
 Maybe I can't make what it may take
 To leave this thing behind
 But I shut my eyes and cross each line
 And every time
 I keep on running backwards
 I keep on losing faith
 I thought I had the answers
 I thought I knew the way
 My brother said be patient
 My mother held my hand
 I don't know what I'm chasing
 I don't know who I am
 Waking in the dead of night, I can't sleep
 Sleeping in the light of day for like weeks
 Reality was out of focus, I could be hopeless
 Instead I gritted my teeth
 I didn't have the patience left to explain
 Didn't wanna wake when nobody came
 I know the path ahead's uneven
 But while I'm breathing
 I have to make my own lane
 And they're askin' me if I can see
 The darkness down below
 And I know it's true, I say I do
 When half the time I don't
 Maybe I can't make what it may take
 To leave this thing behind
 But I shut my eyes and cross each line
 And every time
 I keep on running backwards
 I keep on losing faith
 I thought I had the answers
 I thought I knew the way
 My brother said be patient
 My mother held my hand
 I don't know what I'm chasing
 I don't know who I am
 So, I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh
 I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh
 So, I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh
 I make it up as I go, as I go
 I keep on running backwards
 I keep on losing faith
 I thought I had the answers
 I thought I knew the way
 My brother said be patient
 My mother held my hand
 I don't know what I'm chasing
 Don't know who I am
 So, I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh
 I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh
 So, I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh
 I make it up as I go, as I go