Am I even living anymore

Hallucinations in my head
 I stopped trying to make sense of them
 They made strangers out of friends
 So, I left myself behind with them
 But all you do is try to figure out what could cause this
 It's a constant state of givin' in to numb and nauseas
 Oh, am I even living anymore?
 If I am, what exactly for?
 In the pool house where I sleep, I'll kill the person I used to be
 Now I'm lying on the floor, wondering, "Am I even living anymore?"
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 There's a skeleton inside
 Said he's moving out, I start to cry
 Someday you'll come back around
 To visit me on the sad side of town
 But all you do is try to figure out what could cause this
 It's a constant state of givin' in to numb and nauseas
 Oh, am I even living anymore?
 If I am, what exactly for?
 In the pool house where I sleep, I'll kill the person I used to be
 Now I'm lying on the floor, wondering, "Am I even living anymore?"