Soul Ties

How do you deal with
 How do you deal with letting someone go
 Knowing that you're too hurt, or you're in such an antsy, shallow, low place
 It would be unhealthy to stay with them and how do you deal with forgiving them
 Because they've left you at your lowest
 I don't think I believe in soulmates
 Thinking of how complex a single person is
 I can't agree that there is one person responsible for loving the entirety of another
 Instead I believe in soul ties
 A number of souls one finds themselves intertwined with throughout life
 A series of lessons that could only be learned through experience
 I've seen more of myself in every love I've found
 So I've never believed in a singular soulmate
 But when you left saying you thought you'd found yours
 I couldn't help but think I thought I'd found mine too
 I have a bad habit of loving too late
 I never say what I mean when it matters so I pen my thoughts here
 Loving you felt like everything I thought heaven would be
 So although I was raised on church benches
 I forgo my beliefs to believe my heaven is here
 My heaven was her