Silent Screams

When I wake up in the morning
 And I'm thinking which way is best
 To throw myself off buildings
 To land nicely on my head
 It might be time to rethink
 The direction of my path
 Take back control of the black hole
 That's swallowing my heart
 In a glass box staring out
 My words fall silent all around
 And you can't hear me scream for help
 My mouth unmoving drowns me out
 In a glass box staring out
 My words fall silent all around
 And you can't hear me scream for help
 My mouth unmoving drowns me out
 The pain deep in my chest I feel
 Is like a spreading vine
 Reaching out its tendrils
 Like a cancer in my mind
 Black like tar and thick like blood
 Seeps into every vein
 Fighting feels so futilе
 When it's paired with spreading shamе
 All the failure in my past
 And on it goes through everything
 The failure in the path I walk
 That voice of treason
 On, it sings
 I can't seem to block it out
 I'm lost, I'm lonely on my own
 The hissing bile it always spouts
 "I am nothing!" voices groan
 In a glass box staring out
 My words fall silent all around
 And you can't hear me scream for help
 My mouth unmoving drowns me out
 In a glass box staring out
 My words fall silent all around
 And you can't hear me scream for help
 My mouth unmoving drowns me out
 In a glass box staring out
 My words fall silent all around
 And you can't hear me scream for help
 My mouth unmoving drowns me out
 In a glass box staring out
 My words fall silent all around
 And you can't hear me scream for help
 My mouth unmoving drowns me out
 In a glass box (I'm trapped inside a glass box)
 Staring out (I'm trapped inside this box)
 My words fall silent (And you can't hear me scream)
 All around (Because nothing's coming out)
 And you can't hear me (I'm trapped inside a glass box)
 Scream for help (And I'm calling out your name)
 My mouth unmoving (But the silence keeps on falling)
 Drowns me out (While I can't escape my shame)
 In a glass box (I'm trapped inside a glass box)
 Staring out (I'm trapped inside this box)
 My words fall silent (And you can't hear me scream)
 All around (Because nothing's coming out)
 And you can't hear me (I'm trapped inside a glass box)
 Scream for help (And I'm calling out your name)
 My mouth unmoving (But the silence keeps on falling)
 Drowns me out (While I can't escape my shame)