Amnesia

I can see myself tucked in and fast asleep
 Looking all peaceful but in my dreams I weep
 From far up I'm looking down upon myself
 And I wonder who it is that's lying there
 I feel like in a world all beside myself
 Afraid I won't wake up with no one there to care
 I know someone used to watch me in my sleep
 But some things seem just impossible to keep
 I fight hard to bring it back into my mind
 But to no use, it all seems to be a blank
 I wonder what it was that had me defined
 But one thing I know, I have myself to thank
 I feel like I have amnesia
 But I know it's myself I've lost
 I wonder what's happened so far
 And what might have been the cost
 I'm not sure I want to know
 Any of the things I've done
 I don't know yet where to go
 But I'll accept my past is gone
 I feel like I have amnesia
 And I've missed the heavenly host
 I'm surprised I've come this far
 Living without what I need most
 I don't think I can go back
 To the things that were before
 Though I'm now always wearing black
 I don't bemoan my life of yore
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 I wake up and feel like I should be at home
 But I do not know this, it's not where I belong
 My head is dazed and my mind is all confused
 And I'm not quite sure that I'm really there
 But the mirror shows me looking out, bemused
 Into a blank place that could be anywhere
 I feel like I have been left out in the cold
 And it hurts to know that this is all my fault
 I leave this place to find familiar ground
 But the whole world seems to have been rearranged
 Now my former self is nowhere to be found
 And I know that it's myself that's changed
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 I feel like I have amnesia
 But I know it's myself I've lost
 I wonder what's happened so far
 And what might have been the cost
 I'm not sure I want to know
 Any of the things I've done
 I don't know yet where to go
 But I'll accept my past is gone
 I feel like I have amnesia
 And I've missed the heavenly host
 I'm surprised I've come this far
 Living without what I need most
 I don't think I can go back
 To the things that were before
 Though I'm now always wearing black
 I don't bemoan my life of yore
 I feel like I have amnesia
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 I feel like I have amnesia