No One By My Side

Now arrived at the dusk of my aeonic existence
 But yet, too short
 My hands are bound in my back with a thorny rope
 And yet, so tight
 Raising my prophetic gaze one last time
 The only things I meet are blight
 And contempt, vomited by all those mouths
 United by the dogmatic boundaries of so-called human decency
 Unanimously condemned by a mislead humanity
 And yet, too quickly
 For daring to bother the established with cosmic words
 And yet, so true
 Thus destined to such vile death
 A revengeful spectacle for the shocked memory
 I look at the fire burning higher and higher around me
 Already suffocated by the smoke's hypnotic breath
 I suddenly feel a freezing warmth
 Like boiling acid rolling on my body
 From my feet to my chest
 The flames are devouring me
 Vile mass exalting christlike fantasies
 I will not wash your sins
 For of all the scourges your sick mind creates, my body I s free
 As it has ever been and will always be
 The pseudo heroic act of self-castration
 Reanimated their old morbid satisfaction
 Again, repeating time and abandon
 They missed their target and reached perversion.
 Deafened by the morbid pulse
 Roaring in their ears and spreading it's curse
 All their mouths were sinisterly open
 For their blaming how to straighten
 No sacrifice hidden behind this murder
 You deserve nothing but a contemptuous laughter
 Your cause is senseless, so is my agony
 Staining your hands forever with blood of perfidy
 Forget all your neurotic constructions
 And face the source of your dissatisfaction
 One last time
 One last time...
 Or have all my attempts always been vain
 Disregarded, lost under disdain?
 Could all my scars and wasted blood
 Only be remembered by the silent mud?
 Sucked away from each infected memory
 Vanishing under each gaze, inexorably?
 During this everlasting agony
 A smile distorted my cracked lips
 One last time
 For even though my time had gone
 Somewhere a seed had been sown
 One last time my thoughts wandered free
 Beholding future hatching potentialities
 I hate you world
 I wasn't made for you...
 Alas...