5X5

They said, "never pass up on a good thing"
 Like it was all just a matter of asking
 And kissing cold, dead lips and hands and asses
 I built a legoland of fortune
 I stuck posters on my wall to worship
 Tori's hair and Brad Pitt's six-pack
 Where is the sin?
 Is it worse not to like yourself
 Or pretend that everything's just fine?
 Full steam ahead
 5x5
 Full steam ahead, boys
 5x5
 They took notes.
 It felt, I told them, like I was failing an audition
 They said that was not how this should feel
 I filled a questionnaire out for them
 I held a match under my foreskin
 I left a scar I hoped would never, ever heal
 I am alive
 Because I can't be satisfied
 To rest on your laurels is to die inside
 Full steam ahead
 5x5
 Full steam ahead, boys
 5x5