No Hesitation

I've been backstabbed so many goddamn times
 That I'm starting to walk backwards
 Forgiveness is the hardest part
 Then moving on comes after
 Life seems trivial
 Is heartbreak immaterial?
 I'm tired of being left alone
 I bet you thought you'd burn me out
 You only lit the fuse
 Decided that I'm finally done
 Through being used by you
 I wanna go where there's no hesitation
 Where everyone just does what feels right
 If you're the song, then I'm changing the station
 We're burning bright like the stars in the sky
 I've been laughed at so many goddamn times
 That smiling trips my anger
 And I've seen how the story ends
 Let's write another chapter
 And why such vitriol?
 Life is never fair you know
 Are you tired of being left alone?
 I know you thought you'd reach for clout
 But you only made a fool
 Misguided but I'm growing up
 To be nothing like you
 I wanna go where there's no hesitation
 Where everyone just does what feels right
 If you're the song, then I'm changing the station
 We're burning bright like the stars in the sky
 I'll make it through with heavy sedation
 Mistaking me for someone who won't fight
 I'm working through all the days you vacation
 Setting off this spark to ignite
 I've been backstabbed
 I've been laughed at
 I've been let down
 I've been held back
 And I've failed hard
 Under pressure
 With a gun held
 Up to my head
 You won't change me
 But you'll see
 I'm not a lost cause after all
 I wanna go where there's no hesitation
 Where everyone just does what feels right
 If you're the song, then I'm changing the station
 We're burning bright like the stars in the sky
 I'll make it through with heavy sedation
 Mistaking me for someone who won't fight
 I'm working through all the days you vacation
 Setting off this spark to ignite