The Long Goodbye

This is the hardest thing that I ever say
 I have to tell you that we're at an end
 And I don't know why I'm cryin'
 Cause it's been my own decision
 But there's no more lying to you and to myself
 If you want to go
 I won't
 I don't hold you back
 Since the day I know
 And I'm sure we're on the wrong track
 If you want to go
 I won't
 I don't hold you back
 Since the day I know
 And I'm sure we won't get it back
 Tell me where oh where do we go from here
 My heart almost stops
 And I'm full of fear
 It is my turn now to tell you the truth
 You said that the facing me as?
 And I don't know why I'm lying
 Once so sure of my decision
 Now I'm just crying on your shoulder again
 If you want to go
 I won't
 I don't hold you back
 Since the day I know
 And I'm sure we're on the wrong track
 If you want to go
 I won't
 I don't hold you back
 Since the day I know
 And I'm sure we won't get it back
 Tell me where oh where do we go from here
 My heart almost stops
 And I'm full of fear