Stuck Here

It was getting closer
 Scraping my thoughts
 Never meant to fall that down
 Scraping into myself
 Wasn't meant to be a part of me but still
 You always touch me
 You always find me
 Where the hell could I hide from you
 Raping my memories
 Raping what I am doing with devotion
 Raping my damn memories
 Raping what I am with such a devotion
 Don't play your dirty tricks on me
 I'll find the key of that cage you placed me in
 Don't play tricks on me now
 I never meant to be this way
 I could not run away
 I won't let you dig inside myself any longer
 Surrounded in every corner
 Dragging me down in paranoia you left me
 Emotional nothingness remains there
 Then nothing more i can feel stuck here with my self
 I never meant to be this way
 I could not run away
 Dragging me down!
 Dragging me down!
 Can anything happen then in this suffering you left me
 I'm stuck here
 Don't come around anymore
 I got the key to make you go away
 But I got the key to hold you inside of me
 Can anything happen then in this suffering you left me
 I'm stuck here
 Don't come around anymore
 I got the key to make you go away
 But I got the key to hold you inside of me
 Hold you inside of me
 Can anything happen then in this suffering you left me
 I'm stuck here
 Don't come around anymore
 I got the key to make you go away
 But I got the key to hold you inside of me
 You always touch me
 You always find me
 I never meant to fall that down
 I never meant to be this way
 I could not run away
 I never meant to be this way
 I could not run away
 It was getting closer
 I never meant to be this way