Deadeyes (VIP)

I don't sleep anymore
 Dead eyes
 Cold floor
 Same old shit that I don't learn
 Two steps back
 Get burned
 Look at this mess
 Drinking every day fucking depressed
 Claw at the walls of the pit
 Fuck it
 I don't sleep any more
 Dead eyes burning blackened holes through the cold floor
 Never seem to learn from my mistakes
 Relapse 10 more times before my body fucking breaks
 Still a fucking mess, still self-obsessed
 Still depressed, and lost in the process
 So I claw at the walls of the pit
 Fuck it
 Sick of fuckin living in a trash heap
 So weak
 Shadow of myself up in the mirror is all that I see
 So stressed out got me burnin' out
 Self-obliteration and I'm feeling so divine
 Overthink I'll never make it
 Fuck your future it's too late cus
 No one wants to hear your bullshit
 You entitled waste of space
 Never gonna find a message
 Uninvested
 You're pathetic, shut your face
 Every night alone I disgust myself
 Stranger in my skin like I'm someone else
 Give me something real give me something true
 Cus I'm fucking rotting on the inside without you
 Terrified I'll never find the answer
 Suicidal Sunday yeah my head hurts
 I just wanna believe I can be
 Something better something higher
 A transcendent form of me