I Just Turned 18

let them get you down
 dont make no decisions
 mope around the house
 making new incisions
 smoke a cigarette
 leave it burning, sleeping
 live on mac and cheese
 ruffles and dorritos
 get her out of here
 this will not convince her
 your home gives you away
 you keep it like a prison
 its not getting late
 we're not getting older
 i just turned 18
 you got stuff to live for
 i wish i could help you out
 but every movement betrays your doubt
 but we're by now so far away
 back when we were young
 we used to tell secrets
 now we already know
 they are hearts in pieces
 you've been all used up
 people all are leeches
 locked it all away
 no one wants to see it
 tell me now whats on your mind
 with your conscience left behind
 i still want to be your friend