Separation Scars

Life is more than living empty veined
 I can't turn back to sink into the same
 Forced to be a former me, let it bleed
 The start of what was new
 Took in and self abused
 Sole intent I consumed
 That the only one was you
 Life is more than what its forced to be
 Separating from what I thought was me
 Safety washed away
 And courage vow betrayed
 Are you what I live for
 Thought sleep could kill the pain
 Nights shorter than the days
 You are only my decline
 You can't act like my cocaine
 No thought thats not erased
 No self left to sedate
 No way of quick escape
 No euphoric state
 The start of what was new
 Took in and self abused
 Sole intent I consumed
 That the only one was you
 Its like I've felt unsure
 More than I have before
 Former cause of this self war
 You were all that I live for
 Feeling my world sink into the same
 What if I cant rid the former pain
 Rid the pain
 Im not who I used to be
 Can't repeat history
 Rid the pain
 Live again
 How can a world exist
 If I'm alone in this
 Pull me through, learn to consume
 I can live on without you
 Live is more
 Kill self war
 Be the cure
 You are all that I live for