Life

Ain't talk to momma, in two months now
 I can't take the drama, it's too much now
 (Yeah)
 That's why I'm smoking all this green
 And it seems like - I need to be clean
 (Yeah)
 This next line is probably going to shock you
 I was truly thinking about going to see a doctor, but nah bruh
 I'm trying to live conscious
 Meditate, elevate, but I feel like I'm haunted
 And all they say is,"Man we proud of you Ju."
 But what it mean when you ain't proud of you too?
 (I mean)
 What's a hundred thou on Youtube
 When you feel like you is not allowed to be Juju?
 Best friend's gone, stabbed me in my back
 Lied into my face and stole from a nigga's stack
 (Now that's wack)
 No complaining I'm just sayin'
 Roll that spliff and back to blazing
 I... I just need a little bit of life right now yeah
 I... I don't really feel alive right now, hey
 I... I just need a little bit of life right now yeah
 Because I don't... I don't wanna see the light right now yeah
 (Yeah, yuh)
 Just woke up, tired as fuck
 Sick and tired of being sick and tired
 I'm trying to look up, I fuck up
 Every time I'm, trying to hook up
 This shit is complicated, I feel like my mind's inflating look
 I'm not afraid, to tell you I'm in pain
 To tell you about the shit beyond the frame, beyond the games
 I don't feel like I can fight right now
 Lord
 I need a little bit of life right now
 I... I just need a little bit of life right now yeah
 I... I don't really feel alive right now, hey
 I... I just need a little bit of life right now yeah
 Because I don't... I don't wanna see the light right now yeah