Lowly

I've been unfair,
 I have cheated you all of my life.
 Now I'm left here without a prayer,
 Ever thought every word is a lie?
 I'm so sorry,
 I know I fail.
 I can't live with myself anymore.
 I'm desperate,
 I want all of it,
 On my own.
 Fall me, your son,
 For am I overwhelmed.
 Believe your son,
 I'm crying out.
 Mark my words,
 Write them down,
 I said them before.
 I'm begging; it sounds the same,
 Never mind, I can never return.
 Will I die in this room alone?
 Will I vanish behind my door?
 I won't fight, I won't fight anymore.
 Tonight...
 Father come back,
 For I am overwhelmed.
 Relieve your soul,
 I'm crying out for you.
 So far...
 I don't want to show my disease,
 And I don't want to die with this lowly feeling.
 I don't want to show my disease,
 And I don't want to die with this lowly feeling.
 I don't want to show my disease,
 And I don't want to die with this lowly feeling.
 I don't want to show my disease,
 And I don't want to die with this lowly feeling.