Reluctant

Smoke more, just to feel less
 Getting high, and drunk, and mad just to take a breath, uh
 Running down the road just to find your purpose
 Changing up the words when the words don't hit
 Everything you felt is not a cursive
 Listen to me now, let my voice be clear (yeah, yeah)
 I'm still tryna' come to terms with the motion
 I'm still tryna' keep up with the pace
 I'm reluctant to change
 Run, jumping away
 Love drunk, feeling drum funk, just some punk in a rave
 I never numb it down, the buzzard's never tamed
 Hit 'em with that sudden love, you'll see it in their face
 Sudden like we're flooding comes from tiny drops of rain
 Find me at the viewing spot trying pots of grain
 I can't deny it stops the pain
 Train of thought circulating like the blood around my veins
 Like what's our purpose and our place?
 Are we nervous? Are we brave?
 Or have we accessed how we're feeling
 Meaning we ain't even phased?
 We're just atoms in a maze
 Just driving through the city letting bangers flip and play
 Get a grip on what you taste
 Just driving through the city letting bangers flip and play
 Get a grip on what you taste
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 So you smoke more, just to feel less
 Getting high, and drunk, and mad just to take a breath
 Running down the road just to find your purpose
 Changing up the words when the words don't hit
 Feeling all you felt is not a cursive
 Listen to me now, let my voice be clear
 Reluctantly, everything I need will come to me (yeah, yeah)
 Reluctantly, everything I need will come to me (yeah, yeah)
 Reluctantly, everything I need will come to me (yeah, yeah)
 Reluctantly, everything I need will come to me
 I want more, check the repertoire it's on form
 Center of the storm, been here before
 Deeper than it should, naturally within I say "it's pure"
 I say "I live for nothing but the cure"
 Resonate within, feel it like it's yours
 Segregate the picture, turn the mickey to a war
 I'm pressing play and lettin' it spin
 Do it for the chorus
 Estimate the distance, and I'm moving in with four of us