Holdfast

I am guilty of being so in love with you
 I am no hero nor a saint no not a martyr
 I am human
 Is that enough to fill
 The empty cavity that you so call your heart
 A malignant darkness, that I call my love
 The spirits, they crawl searching for a vessel
 Of preposterous magnitude, Someone who can be, and can't be, the someone that's you
 Hold fast
 Hold fast
 Hold fast upon to me my dear for I know what not to fear
 I did this all for you
 But not enough to keep you around
 Do you see me when you're sleeping
 I swore we'd last forever
 And you said time will tell
 And while you're running around in heaven
 You've got me crumbling down in hell
 I still smell you on my clothes
 I still feel you on my bones
 I missed you when you called
 I watched you as I'd fall
 Hold Fast
 Hold fast
 Holdfast upon to me my dear for I know what not to fear
 I've given you my all
 I've given you my everything
 I've wasted so many shooting stars on you
 Then you were gone
 And you took those stars with you
 I've wasted so many shooting stars on you
 Then you were gone
 And you took my heart with you
 So take this cognizance
 Don't give your heart ever away again
 Never again will I make the same mistake
 Never again will I let someone in I won't fuck up this again
 I let my actions push you away
 With every step I took I'd miss all the shots I'd take
 Please help me
 I'm begging
 Save me from the death you bring me
 Don't give up don't let it in
 Don't give up don't let it in your head
 I raise my hands to the empty sky
 I feel content I don't want to die
 I've wasted so many shooting stars on you
 then you were gone
 And you took those stars with you
 I've wasted so many shooting stars on you
 then you were gone
 And you took my heart with you
 Holdfast
 Holdfast
 A malignant darkness, that I call my love
 The spirits, they crawl searching for a vessel
 Of preposterous magnitude, Someone who can be, and can't be, the someone that's you