Last Time Trying

said i wouldn't call you up
 keep my pride, won't try my luck
 but slowly
 i feel my skin it's wearing thin
 gotta get to you again
 can't stop hoping
 mirror mirror on the wall
 just tell me that i didn't fall
 for nothing
 and stare right back into my eyes
 i might be a bit unwise
 but fuck it
 my mind says let go let go let go
 this will be my last time trying
 we would be so happy
 my last time trying
 listen to the old me
 telling me what could be
 the last last time
 delusions creep into my mind
 voices that i hear at night
 am i crazy?
 for craving you like saccharine
 and always letting you back in
 to save me
 my mind says let go let go let go
 this will be my last time trying
 we would be so happy
 my last time trying
 listen to the old me
 telling me what could be
 i know i know
 i'm setting up to blow
 so i'll open a window
 i know i know i know
 i gotta let you go
 let go let go let go
 this will be my last time trying
 we would be so happy
 my last time trying
 listen to the old me
 telling me what could be
 last time trying
 we would be so happy
 my last time trying
 listen to the old me
 telling me what could be
 the last last time