The Night (Part 2)

I wrote a song about being suicidal
 Put it on the internet and it went kinda viral
 And my old friends, we don't talk anymore
 But I still have the memories of wakin' up on their floor, and
 I'm mighty proud of where I'm at
 But I'm one bad day from fallin' back
 And I'm one bad day from relapse
 And I'm gone wind myself right back in rehab, yeah
 I ain't above it, I know I'm not
 I am blessed with everything that I got
 I thought by now these thoughts would stop
 But I still have these dreams where I am takin' shots
 Johnnie called me late last night
 And I told Mr Walker, "Just go home," whoa-oh
 I prayed I'd make it through the night
 Now I'm, I'm wakin' up all alone
 If I ain't with the band and I ain't on the road
 I don't know who I am when I am home alone
 And I buy all this stuff 'cause I wanna feel somethin'
 I feel somethin' for a minute, then it's back to feelin' nothin'
 All these books pilin' up on self-improvement
 How the hell can I improve if I'm gone read, but ain't gone do it?
 And I, I'm at war with myself
 Battered and bruised from my mental health, and
 Johnnie called me late last night
 And I told Mr Walker, "Just go home," whoa-oh
 I prayed I'd make it through the night
 Now I'm, I'm wakin' up all alone
 Johnnie's still callin' me
 Johnnie's still callin' me (callin' me)
 Johnnie's still callin' me (callin' me)
 I think I'm fat, so I don't eat
 I pop a Xanny and I send my ass to sleep
 I wake up just to do it all again
 Will this shit ever end?
 Johnnie called me late last night
 And I told Mr Walker, "Just go home," whoa-oh
 I prayed I'd make it through the night
 Now I'm, I'm wakin' up all alone
 
 Johnnie's still callin' me (callin' me)
 Johnnie's still callin' me (callin' me)
 
 Johnnie's still callin' me (callin' me)
 Johnnie's still callin' me (callin' me)