Sick of Me

I started talking to a therapist
 He said I'm too much of an optimist
 I'm always lettin' toxic people in
 Maybe this time you'll change and we could both be happy
 I always knew you were a narcissist
 I made excuses you could hardly get
 Why did I do this to myself again?
 Maybe this time you'll stay and you could make me happy
 Stuck in my ways, it's just one of those days
 I'd rather be anyone but myself
 'Cause I'm so sick of me
 I'm drainin' all my energy
 I made it so it's hard to breathe
 I can't even start the day
 Yeah, I'm so sick of everythin'
 All my stupid jealousy
 Quarter life catastrophe
 I don't know what's happenin'
 Yeah, I'm so sick of me
 Ooh
 Ooh
 Ooh
 Yeah, I'm so sick of-
 Always first to be a perfect friend
 And make you feel you're a perfect ten
 You make me question more than what's been said
 I haven't left my room in what feels like forever
 I live in constant fear of big regrets
 I hurt myself so I can feel somethin'
 Wish I could hide under my parent's bed
 I haven't loved myself in what feels like forever
 Stuck in my ways, it's just one of those days
 I'd rather be anyone but myself
 'Cause I'm so sick of me
 I'm drainin' all my energy
 I've made it so it's hard to breathe
 I can't even stop to think
 Yeah, I'm so sick of everythin'
 All my stupid jealousy
 Quarter life catastrophe
 I don't know what's happenin'
 Yeah, I'm so sick of me
 Ooh
 Ooh
 Ooh
 Yeah, I'm so sick of-