Bloom

Watch me bloom
 My heartbeat, it fills the room and my
 My veins are tight
 I catch my breath, I can't sleep at night
 'Cause I get lost
 In all this negative space
 Me and my ghost
 We're back to back when we're face to face
 It's almost dawn
 These hummingbirds, they all sing along to
 Silent laments
 Their chorus lines like hearts mate 'cause
 I can't find
 A reason to believe
 And all this noise, it's like a
 Part of me, part of me, part of me
 Falling out of grace
 And falling into life
 If you turn time, yeah, I might twist the knife
 But you're not there
 And you won't leave
 My agony and your ecstasy
 And I'm falling into flesh
 And falling out of death
 If you've got time, yeah, then I'll manifest the rest
 But you're not there
 And you won't see
 I'll mutilate my destiny
 Have no fear
 You're at the helm and you've got to steer
 Just stay the course
 And brace yourself in this torrential force
 Keep your faith
 There's nowhere left to run
 Hold your ground and wait for dawn to come
 I'm on my knees
 I'm losing track of day and night and
 I try to see
 I'm blinded by this spatial light
 And I can't see
 Any seraphim here
 If there's no demons then there's nothing left to fear
 This absolution
 Through genuflection
 And solitude
 For my abreactions
 I've made a change
 I'm not just a man
 I'm a cause to an effect
 Stop canonizing
 And exercising
 This Venus fire
 Is rectifying
 I made a ridge
 I'm not just a lamb
 Of the old me, nothing left
 Falling out of grace
 And falling into life
 If you turn time, yeah, I might twist the knife
 But you're not there
 And you won't leave
 My agony and your ecstasy
 And I'm falling into flesh
 And falling out of death
 If you've got time, yeah, then I'll manifest the rest
 But you're not there
 And you won't see
 I'll mutilate my destiny