everything at once

I can't cry, I'm too anxious
 Restless mind, I can't shake this
 Said I'm fine, but we both know I'm fakin'
 I'm not feeling numb
 I'm just feeling everything at once
 Hate when you ask how I'm doin'
 I know that you're just assumin'
 I'm better now, not bleeding out
 Get outta bed on a good day
 Lately that's all I can do, hey
 I go through hell to hide myself
 I think about new ways to hurt me
 But don't want my mother to see
 It's not that I feel undeserving
 Just blame it on the chemistry
 That's why
 I can't cry, I'm too anxious
 Restless mind, I can't shake this
 Said I'm fine, but we both know I'm fakin'
 I'm not feeling numb
 I'm just feeling everything at once
 Oh-oh, oh-oh
 I'm just feeling everything at once
 Oh-oh, oh-oh
 I'm just feeling everything
 Whatever I do, I can't slow down
 Please, don't leave me alone now
 'Cause when I stop, my demons talk
 I'm comin' off apathetic
 I play it off like it's anesthetic
 Clearly I care too much, but I'm foolin' everyone
 Oh, I think about new ways to hurt me
 But don't want my mother to see
 It's not that I feel undeserving
 Just blame it on the chemistry
 That's why
 I can't cry, I'm too anxious
 Restless mind, I can't shake this
 Said I'm fine, but we both know I'm faking
 I'm not feeling numb
 I'm just feeling everything at once (Once)
 Oh-oh, oh-oh
 I'm just feeling everything at once
 Oh-oh, oh-oh
 I'm just feeling everything at once
 Oh-oh, oh-oh
 I'm just feeling everything at once
 Oh-oh, oh-oh
 I'm just feeling everything at once