upside

I come home to lights off, missed calls, don't even bother
 Can't sleep, can't eat, I'm underwater
 There's nothing that you can say, I've always felt this way
 Left out, leftovers on the counter
 Feels like I'm only sinking further
 There's nothing that you can say, just chemicals in my brain
 There's a little voice running through my head
 Reminding me of the stupid things I said
 All the mistakes I've ever made
 Playing over again
 On the upside, everything's gonna be just fine
 I'm already dead on the inside
 Nobody can hurt me now
 On the outside, having the time of my life
 Hanging with people I don't like
 Nobody can hurt me now
 Nobody can hurt me now, ooh
 Nobody can hurt me now, ooh
 Nobody can hurt me
 Bloodshot, no tears, at least it's something
 Still here, didn't even see you coming
 I don't like the way it feels but at least I can say it's real
 There's a little voice running through my head
 Reminding me of those stupid things I said
 I let the monsters in my bed, they say
 On the upside, everything's gonna be just fine
 I'm already dead on the inside
 Nobody can hurt me now
 On the outside, having the time of my life
 Hanging with people I don't like
 Nobody can hurt me now
 Nobody can hurt me now, ooh
 Nobody can hurt me now, ooh
 Nobody can hurt me—
 Now, ooh
 Nobody can hurt me now, ooh
 Nobody can hurt me now